My Life is MINE~!

Recently, I met someone who googled me. Fine. I didn't know her and she just started working more closely with me... So, it's natural for her too google me... Hek- I google me... And I google other people. FINE.

So, anyway, she basically informed me that she had checked my entire online vibe and felt that I should clean up my internet appearance. She thinks I am not portraying the image that one should have when they are the SUPERVISING EDITOR at a Jewish - Orthodox newspaper.


Well, I see what she is saying... However, let me be very, very clear about WHY- I CHOOSE to LEAVE MY LIFE ON THE INTERNET.

I have made choices... i am proud of every choice I have made. The good, the bad and the ugly are fine with me. These choices are how I got to where I am today.


I am proud of what I have accomplished. I have been in top movies and telvision shows. I have written 3 books and I was a best-seller 2 times by the time I was 24! I am a Supervising Editor at a newspaper and I am trying to provide an amazing collection of relevant news to people for their knowledge, entertainment and BENEFIT.

I am different... I have grown up and into myself... but, like everyone, I have a long way to go.


For example... I dress modestly now but I have been completely not modest. I have rocked stilletos with a very short skirt, tank top, big sunglasses, and a bright pink versace bag... And, always looked hot ;)


But, that is not me now. I am over it. Why? ...because I am a woman and I should keep a better look going on with my Queen Bee crown ;)


Great Grandchildren...
One day, 100 years from now, I hope my descendents have a fun time digging up info about me and other family members. I think this may help them know where they are from and the kind of good and bad traits, habits and so on that embed their gene pool.

Personal Growth...
With everything a person does in a day how are they suppose to remember everything? If they are living a full life, there is no way! I enjoy having a kind of real-life-scrapbook online. It's funny that anyone reads it but I do have like 35,000+ My Space friends for some reason... and millions of You Tube views... this is cool and weird... but, more importantly it proves the point that LIFE IS ABOUT HUMAN CONNECTION!

FINAL THOUGHT...

If you are living an honest life, and being true to yourself, then...

it is IRRELEVANT if anyone or no one is watching